#47358 - Jazlyn: Jack you know we cannot take this that far(she said after breaking our kissing apart) Jack: Please Jaz I can’t take the tension anymore you just look so beautiful lying there (I said while looking her dead in the eyes) She grabbed my shoulder Jazlyn: Don’t think I don’t want to, but jack what will happen if others find out Jack: Fuck everyone else it’s our life and one day we are all going to die so we have to do what makes us happy, And I know loving you makes me happy (I Proceeded to kiss her neck and then to her lips) The song Young and Beautiful by Lena Del Rey began to play in our speaker in the background and to this day it continues to be “our song” I began to tug at her waist band again, but this time she did not protest. I striped my clothes and hopped into the shower. We actually began having dinner at the table together again before we would just eat anywhere we could, but never the table.